update laju laju!

busynya. hehe... tengok. terlalu bz sampei malas dah nak edit segala bagai. i main aci redah aje ok. 

i'm planning for something that is big for a big day for a big person. eh? hahha..

Hoiii.. ponat den nak pk nak plan apa for the day.

tade idea. seriesly. hehhe..

actually banyak je ideanya. 

i want this. i want that.

tapi, masa tak cukup. 

weiii, tipu! tengah holiday lagi cakap tade mase. nak kena sepak laju- laju!

i dont know where n how to start.

idea sangat banyak sampai tak tahu mana satu yang terbaik. inilah ye tuan puan, orang tamak selalu rugi. T__T

but, i'm working on something. it is progressing. slowly. very slow. hahhaha!!!

ohmai. the first year. the first time. sangat susah.

i want it to be surprised like i always do. u know, like birthday party and so on. 

sebelum kawen memang senang nak plan many things. we live separately. 

now, we are roommates! we share everything! we share the room. we share the cupboard. we share the bed. eh? hahhaa.. and most important, we share the time. tiada masa persendirian. 

okeh, boleh tak bayangkan, saya tengah bz buat this thing, for him in our room. and he keeps going in and out and in and out. tanpa menyedari apa yang saya buat. i mean, kenape dan untuk siapa saya buat itu semua. 

apa yang dia buat, jeling sekejap then bebel. apalah yang kamu buat tu? buat sepah je? LoL! 

okeh, walaupun macam tak surprise tapi masih boleh surprise. oh lelaki! langsung tade sensitiviiti! hoho! saya tak tau la dia ingat ke tak our big day or should i say, anniversary? hehhe. mungkin dia ingat. selalu dia ingat. but dont expect anything from him like wow, roses in the car boot? itu seth dalam TV je yang buat. 

ok, it doesnt matter dia nak buat surprise like what i'm up to. i dont expect anything special. 

i just want him around. susahnya saye. senangnya saya. gembiranya saya. sedihnya saya. i want him. only.

okeh, i need to go back to work. 

wish me luck!!